So as my last post on here was several weeks ago I thought after the last few days coming to a complete reality check for me I would write on here exactly how life is at the moment!
The last month or so things have become really really difficult in this little household! My once productive business has become a ghost town! it doesnt matter if I pay to advertise or spend hours posting on every social network possible I just dont get custom anymore and I am sure writing this will also put off customers! But sometimes I need somewhere to put how difficult things are otherwise I too will end up in place of no return with my thoughts and sadness! 2 orders in 8 weeks is not good :(
No matter how hard I try, finances or drama or something always gets in the way, and we end up worse off than ever before. And that is exhausting. It's soul-destroying. It makes me no longer see a point in anything I do. And I hate that that is how I see life right now.
I know nobody wants to read these posts and I'm going to get myself unfollowed by a whole ton of people on here and on my other pages, but that's half the effing problem. People only want to know you when you are shiny and happy and funny. When you are dark, and gloomy and filled with pain and doubt, very few people actually stick around. I get that some people are going to relish knowing that I am miserable and that things aren't going well at all in my life, so I probably shouldn't post this. But right now, I couldn't care less about them or their opinions.
I am sorry if offends people but this is how I feel!
The last month or so things have become really really difficult in this little household! My once productive business has become a ghost town! it doesnt matter if I pay to advertise or spend hours posting on every social network possible I just dont get custom anymore and I am sure writing this will also put off customers! But sometimes I need somewhere to put how difficult things are otherwise I too will end up in place of no return with my thoughts and sadness! 2 orders in 8 weeks is not good :(
No matter how hard I try, finances or drama or something always gets in the way, and we end up worse off than ever before. And that is exhausting. It's soul-destroying. It makes me no longer see a point in anything I do. And I hate that that is how I see life right now.
I know nobody wants to read these posts and I'm going to get myself unfollowed by a whole ton of people on here and on my other pages, but that's half the effing problem. People only want to know you when you are shiny and happy and funny. When you are dark, and gloomy and filled with pain and doubt, very few people actually stick around. I get that some people are going to relish knowing that I am miserable and that things aren't going well at all in my life, so I probably shouldn't post this. But right now, I couldn't care less about them or their opinions.
I am sorry if offends people but this is how I feel!
